My Past

Today, I got a message from a luvly friend of mine which asked me to look out for the song Berubah Hati by Anggun coz she told me that the song somehow illustrated what was the world that I've been living for the past few months which make up about a year I guess. Without me knowing what is/are the consequences about the song, I just hear it for the very first time in my whole life. And guess what, it really is. hehe. Tqsm dear for such recommendation.

People said, sharing is caring rite. So I thought that by sharing a fragment of time which I've once lived in and survived (I guess...:p), I wish that no one else in this world no matter from where you are, who you are or what you are...would ever experienced it coz it was way too difficult to resemble everything in words. For those who ........emmm, paham2 sendri la ea... get a grip of yourself. It's not the end of the world. This is what life was made up - a continuation or series of events which contributed towards either our survival or hell of frustration and despair. Trust me, you'll be a much better man once you've passed it. More lovable (sampai de org majuk sbb korunk x layan even korunk xde pape ngn die), mature and positive. :p

Anggun - Berubah Hati

Satu persatu telah kuhapus
Cerita lalu di antara engkau dan aku
Dua hati ini pernah percaya
Seribu mimpi tanpa ragu tanpa curiga

Reff:
Ku tak ingin lagi
Menunggu, menanti
Harapan tuk hidupkan cinta yang telah mati
Ku tak ingin coba
Hanya tuk kecewa
Lelah ku bersenyum lelah ku bersandiwara
Aku ingin pergi
Dan berganti hati

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Nada dan lagu yang dulu kucipta untukmu
Rasa yang dulu pernah ada
Kini berdebu terbelenggu dusta dan noda

Ku tak ingin lagi
Menunggu, menanti
Harapan tuk hidupkan cinta yang telah mati
Ku tak ingin coba
Ku telah kecewa
Lelah ku bersenyum lelah ku bersandiwara

Kini ku sadari diri ini
Ingin berganti hati
Cinta yang tlah pergi
Harus berganti hati

Harus ku ganti hatiku kini
Harus ku ganti
Ini harus ku ganti
Tak perlu yang ini lagi harus berganti…

P/S: Thou I'm trying to my very best to assemble back the thousand pieces of my heart puzzle, I'm still powerless and no where near either to complete it or unlock it. Cheers. :)