Friday, October 29, 2010

Surrounded by Chixs

It was truly one of the greatest memories that I'll be treasuring for the rest of my life - being surrounded by chixs all day long for the past 2 weeks and few weeks in coming. You guys might be wondering how on earth am I as a simple, non macho yet lovable gentleman could score myself with not only one, but thousands of chix. Such an unexplainable phenomenon with undefinite answer and theory to justify the circumstances.

The truth is, those chix is not simply a mere hot babe or superlicious gugurl. They are chix that we eat from the moment we knew how tender and juicier they are best known as "ayam goreng". Not a chix that eat you and provide you with glorious satisfaction okay best known as "you know who". :p

FYI, I went for a visit to the poultry industry and managed to dig and gain some valuable and pricess information regarding chix that we eat. Thou there are few things in which I wish to share with uols about my experience, I'm bounded by contract as those info are some kind of pnc. Perhaps, I'll try to come up with a better clarification on my visit on the next post. Coz as of today, I'm still indebt and kind of feeling guilty to myself for insufficient sleep and rest.

Till then, cheers~:D

P/S: Thou I'm still sleepless and restless, somehow deep inside my heart I found back a piece of myself which I've left/ignore for quite sometime. Amin.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Sleepless

I came to a conclusion that I'm currently pushing myself too much in order to reach the pinnacle. Yet, in the middle of my journey, I found out that life is totally unpredictable. You may at one time thought that you made the right decision at that particular time. However, as time goes by, you might or at least have this kind of disappointment about the path that you'd choosen before.

For the time being, I still enjoy being me and continuously live my life to the fullest with new excitement, new journey, new experience and new thrill. It's just that I felt this kind of disappointment a bit coz I might be late updating my fb and blog since I'll be away for quite sometime. I'll shared with uols about my xtvt this week once I finished my report soon.

P/S: Miss the time "lepak2 berfacebooking and berblogging" from am to pm.

Friday, October 15, 2010

The Last 8 Hours

It's been a while since I drove to the office as normally, I would only do that coz I knew I might not be able to catch my "bullet train" due to unforeseen circumstances. But, as for today, I just feel like driving to the office. I would say, today's trip is definitely way too smooth and ease for me. Neither a terrible-bad-day traffic jammed nor crazy ass drivers overtook my cars like what I had previously. A simple phrase to describe my morning trip - it's like riding on a wind, comforting, soothing, pleasurable and full with satisfaction (cam experience kne massage je en...kui3...erk, de pengalaman ke? :p).

It took me a wonderful one hour journey before I reach my office. And for the last time, I straight away looking at the nearest stall selling my damn favourite nasi lemak with nasi tambah + paru goreng pedas + telur rebus + lots n lots of sambal which cost me about RM4. I just can't resist the tenderness and juiciness of the nasi lemak and paru. hehe. Perhaps after this, I may not be able to enjoy the great taste of my all time favourite Malaysian bf. Need to restart again and promoting a healthy way of life and eating culture, otherwise I may end up 50% of my life paying hospital bills. :p

At first, nothing much different spotted on my last day coming to the office. But, as I enjoying my bf while reading on the latest episode of one piece manga (the no 1 manga ever live to my expectation), I felt this one itchy sense and gloomy air spread around me. All of a sudden, I came to my wisdom where I'll be missing my work station, all my sticky notes, my files, my board and my notes. Last but not least, my colleague. That's where I start have this touchy feeling and bergenang gak la air kt mata. :(

Thou I must say, for the past few weeks my life has been nothing else than a total disaster 24/7 working cyborg. This is the time where all the projects somehow alive and a non-stop calls from vendors, clients and management. At a time, I felt like I need to learn how to use a ninjutsu - kage bushin where I need to speak and discuss with 3 different people simultaneously by phone. hehe. Such a headache and definitely a bad-hair day I must say.

I missed up updating my blogs, fb and wonders surfing the net. I'm sorry my dear. Its not to my intention that I kind of ignoring or abandoning you for the past few weeks. I wish I could turn back time and spend more time with you. Sorry my dear blog. :p

Yesterday, I had my presentation session with all the staff and the management. It's about my job scope here and what I've been doing for the past 15 months. Basically it's one of my company's restructuring programme to further improve staff competency and to determine or emphasizing staff interest in the areas that they are strong at. Coz you may not realize where's your talent is unless someone out there knocking you out and train you to be one. Even thou I was first given a 15 mins slot, I think I've covered the vital part of it and hopefully they enjoy it.
And I guess, I did quite well in presenting my job scope and delivering my final decision towards the management.

Despite the fact that it was quite a tough particularly on several occasions, interviews, face-to-face sessions between me and my management for the past 4 weeks on my intention leaving the company, I managed to hold still to my decision. Thou there were moments I felt like standing on the edge of the cliff, I just can't think of anything. I knew I'm taking a risk in my career but somehow I felt that this is what I must do to prove that I'm worthy enough to become someone in the future kuwt. hehe. Just can't missed the word kuwt.

Too many things which I wish I can share with uols here, the memories of hits and missed, the moments of joy, excitement and not to forget disappointment. Perhaps, if I'm been given an opportunity in the near future, I dun mind telling uols. (budget diri kamu itu forfular...huhu :p). Just before I end, I wish to share with you a quote which I personally think its quite reliable, logical and useful in our daily life being a human being. In pursuit of happiness and success, we may sometime end up paving the road to hell, becoming a hypocrite and causing with nothing else than more destruction rather than peace as lust and greed rears its ugly head. No matter who you might become in the future, do realize that we aren't alone in this world. We need others to support us, so as well as others who may need our assistance later on.

P/S: Thanks guys for listening.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Love is Blind

Have you ever wondered how meaningful life would be should everything goes smoothly from the beginning? My sole answer is CRAP. I came to realize how challenging life could be once we're out from our comfort zone. No matter how much deep shooot trouble we 've got yourself in or how miserable our life with such tormented soul after being screwed up from top to toe, we must always remember that life must go on. A continuity from an event to another which co-related and co-existed in order to complete a full cycle known best as LIFE.

Life is short. Perhaps, it's way too short for us to simply achieve everything that we ever desire or grab the chances that ever came in, no matter in life and love. It's already such a headache to find someone who can suit our self, ride the wave as we do and blend perfectly with our life till the day we close our eyes for eternity. Yet, it's much more difficult to fall for someone even after we knew he/she is really into us from deep down inside our heart.

A simple woo and humour will definitely spice up the relationship with our love one. A flirtation technique I would say. We'll knew we're in love with the right one when a smile spread over our face when they appeared. In the beginning, we may think or have this kind of feeling where we hated their guts when they were fooling or messing around with us. Yet, we may as well feel this strange feelings when their absence has made us missing them.

To express our feelings is truly one of the challenging things in life. It's like we're gambling with it either it'd going to sink or float. Nevertheless, a moron like us just can't simply give a second thought about our decision as we are proposing for a greater deals and opportunity with the one we desired the most. The precious moment which gonna left us with one hell of a time memories that we'll carry out for the rest of our life.

Despite the fact that others may have their own perceptions which differs completely from what we had in mind...love is blind. This is the moment that we've been waiting for and work for the rest of our life.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Pengapit Terjun

The moment I wrote this entry, it signified that I've been enlightened and trusted with such an "honor" being a pengapit terjun or orang kampung cakap "bestman" for my cousin last Saturday. pergh, ayat xleh blah. :p Just to share it with uols, it was truly such an amazing, splendid experienced and perhaps I might jogged down in my diary as one of my glorious day in my whole life being a sudden bestman with nothing else to support me apart from my benevolent heart towards my family. huhu

It began when I was asked to wear a complete traditional baju melayu with sampin and songkok. At first I thought that the order was intended for the bachelors simply for us to suit our attire with the main event on that day. So...without any doubt, I just wore one without any songkok first. Hey, it's not like I'm afraid it will mess up with my hair or wax okay. Simply because it was way too early in the morning about 10 am. huhu. Whereas I've been informed earlier that the bride and groom shall arrive after the zohor prayer.

As the house was completely stuffed with visits from families, friends and neighbors, I thought that it's not appropriate for a single bachelor as mine to simply lepak-lepak around the kitchen doing nothing than spying on the topic that makcik-makcik were gossiping. So, I went out and lepak on the couch reading news paper. And the moment began when I heard some makcik-makcik kept asking "ni ke pengantin nye?"....err, I was like..."eh, xde la makcik. anak buah je." with a sweet and tenderness smile crafted on my face. :p

I'm still able to control my gentleness and composure as I've been expecting few torpedos similar like what I've had for the previous week about my so called "single" status. As nothing attract my attention that morning, I continued reading shin chan and gelak senyum sinis sorg2 as if I dont' care what other may think about me. LOL. At that time, one of my nephew is sitting next to me along with my mom. As we were having such a conversation, my maksu and my niece came direct to us asking for my cousin to become the pengapit for his older brother.

These so called sudden changes in the initial plan was due to the mis-communication between both parties as the previous pengapit only brought along a light green baju melayu prepared simply for the intended occasion. Whereas in this case, they are looking for a quite dark grey or combination of dark red and greyish a bit simply to perfectly suite the colour of the maid of honour's dress which is light silk pink kebaya or kurung moden.

Trang ta ta...there you goes. The brother refused to become the bestman. What else can I say, I was there with a complete baju melayu + samping staring at them. Tup tup, I've been requested to give an aid to them and as one of the family members, I just can't help it by simply nodding my head and agreed to them. huhu. At first, I asked my mom, what should I do and not to...but she's busy serving and welcoming guess and I just don't want to create a scene there. So, what I did was I just sit back and relax a bit and wait for the moment to arrive.

About 1 noon plus, me myself in a full suit baju melayu + sampin + songkok waited at the entrance of the main road to our house. Then my mom asked me to change my crocs with my working shoes. OMG, there I rushed things out and luckily I managed to find one and sempat lagi polish a bit here and there. :p. Only God knows how my heart pounding like there's no tomorrow with cold sweats when I've to payungkan pengantin and walked on the path of fame with them slowly step by step (aku wat catwalk time minggu bahasa kt skolah dlu pon x cuak cenggini). As you can see here, my height is about 1.58 m and my cousin is about 1.65-1.70m. huhu. But, I still manage to control my nerve and I pray that everything goes well.

What I can shared with uols was that, you'll definitely feel that you are the howtest person on earth as you're like "tumpang sekaki" the popularity of the bride and the groom. Everyone want to take your pictures with bottomless flash here and there (to be exact the bride and the groom picture :p). Then come over to the "bersanding" and to tell you the truth, it's much and much more fun and full with excitement rather than your worried. Reminder for the bestman, always bring a face tissues with you no matter where you are. huhu. Got a chance to learn new things there and got attacked by numerous people during the adat renjis merenjis. hehe. Truly magnificent and priceless experienced.

Thou my expectation on THAT day was definitely hit the jackpot with hundreds of ques about "hey, pasni ko lak", "ni dah jadi pengapit ni...x lame lagi la ni"....I'm quite delightful and at peace. It's no matter what others perception about me or THE expectation towards me, I'll be glad to answer them with nothing less than a million dollars smile on my face. Sweet, tender, juicier and irresistible smile. Insyallah, my time will come up later. Who know's right. :)

Last but not least, to my dearest cousin and his bride, Hafiz n Lily......congratulations on your wedding and I'm wishing you with nothing less than endless happiness and merrier life. :D

Picture of me with my lovely mom, the bride and the groom along with the maid of honour

Friday, October 1, 2010

Lousy Ex

Tetak bekas buah hati ada lelaki lain

SUBANG JAYA: Seorang lelaki berusia awal 20-an sanggup membelasah dan menetak bekas teman wanitanya berusia 18 tahun dengan parang hingga parah hanya kerana cemburu, semalam. Difahamkan, suspek berang apabila mengetahui bekas kekasihnya itu mula menjalinkan hubungan percintaan dengan lelaki lain walaupun baru beberapa hari menamatkan hubungan mereka.


Dalam kejadian kira-kira jam 3.30 pagi di sebuah asrama sebuah kolej swasta, di sini, suspek pergi ke kawasan berkenaan kononnya mahu menunjukkan seorang wanita yang baru menjadi pasangannya dipercayai bertujuan membuatkan mangsa cemburu.


Menurut sumber, sebaik tiba di asrama itu, suspek dengan bersahaja meminta keizinan daripada pengawal keselamatan untuk bertemu mangsa.


"Pengawal keselamatan yang tidak curiga dengan kehadiran suspek memanggil mangsa yang tidur di biliknya,” katanya.


Sumber berkata, sebaik mangsa bertemu bekas teman lelakinya itu, suspek mula mempersoalkan perbuatan mangsa meninggalkannya kerana lelaki lain.


Suspek mula memarahi mangsa dengan kata-kata kesat menyebabkan berlaku pertengkaran.

"Keadaan mula menjadi tegang apabila suspek mula bertindak agresif dengan memukul mangsa menyebabkan berlaku pergelutan,” katanya.


Difahamkan, wanita berusia 20-an yang dibawa suspek untuk ditunjukkan kepada mangsa pula hanya mendiamkan diri.


Katanya, akibat tidak berpuas hati kerana mangsa melawannya, suspek pergi ke keretanya mengambil sebilah parang.
Tersentak dengan itu, mangsa cuba melarikan diri, namun gagal menyebabkan dia cedera di bahagian belakang dan kepala.

“Mangsa bernasib baik apabila kejadian itu disedari pengawal keselamatan yang kemudian menenangkan suspek sebelum merampas parang dipegangnya,” katanya.
Suspek yang bimbang dicekup melarikan diri.

Sumber berkata, mangsa yang mengalami pendarahan teruk akibat tetakan itu dihantar ke sebuah hospital swasta berhampiran dan keadaannya kini dilaporkan masih kritikal.


“Doktor merawat mangsa membuat laporan di Balai Polis Subang Jaya, di sini, mengenai kejadian itu untuk siasatan dan tindakan lanjut,” katanya.


Difahamkan, sehingga jam 4 petang semalam, suspek yang menyerang mangsa belum ditangkap polis dan usaha memburunya giat dijalankan.Sementara itu, Ketua Polis Subang, Asisten Komisioner Zainal Rashid Abu Bakar ketika dihubungi, mengesahkan menerima laporan kejadian terbabit dan memberitahu siasatan lanjut dilakukan.


Source: Metro, Oct 1st, 2010

P/S: Err...only one word which came across my mind just now "LOUSY". I just can't accept the stupidity and insanity of which he'd showed in front of his new gurls and ex. Guys, if you ever had such difficulties in letting go of your ex, get yourself a new one. A much better one than the previous. There's millions out there waiting for you to woo them. Don't let your emotion control you. Trust me, I've been there and I knew how much pain that I've yet to endured. But, what's motivate me is that, if Dato K can get such a wonderful young, peagent, charming, successful ladies as Dato CT, why dun I get myself one right? :p