Awak...awak...Saya Cantik Tak? Saya Cun Tak? Saya Sexy Tak?

To be honest with you, I've always wondered and kept asking myself about the true meaning behind it. These so called phenomenons which most of us may or may not found out that its kind of a double edge sword question which requires (or should I say in this case urging/pushing) man to provide a lightning strike respond or a "know already @ expected" answer simply to satisfy the heart of a so called our soul mate. :p

Have you ever heard that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder? In my way of translating and encrypting these code was - beauty is a very subjective and may differed from one to another person point of view. Thou we may have encountered couple of times where our eyes tends to look for the beauty inspired by the curvylicious figure, splendid xss size attires / up-to-date fashion, style & accessories / "insufficient material or thread" dresses which highlighted the beams, bumper and splendid slim tight and foot, it was simply based on one jurisdiction best known as lust.

Every living creature particularly man on this planet may or may not agreed with me how screwed we were until we realized that those tiny, puny little things that mostly screwed up our relationship at the end of the day were due to our very own fault. Ever since from the beginning, we have invited unnecessary argument and crossed sword with our family members defending the person that we choose to live with based on our perception of months or years of lusty-luvy-devy relationship. The perfect combo that we've been hunting as we've thought she can easily sparks and continuously ignite the flame of love due to her howtness, unrivaled nature till the earth crumble into pieces. huhu.

No matter how much we appreciate the nature of our love one, these so called temporary beauty is no where near to the ultimatum splendor that we ever dream off. Everything's going to fade away against time. And undeniably, she will also become part of it and might loose her grips on all her assets, howtness, beauty, soft and tender skin. Thou you may choose to spend thousands or even millions of dollars for plastic surgery so that she can always look younger and groovy delicious or simply play your stick and balls with a much more wild, crazy first class pisau cukur, nature of a human being will never satisfied with what we had and always hungers for more.

Indeed, I'm one of those man who once felt the attraction and have these kind of a soft spot for babes with greater height than me even without wearing any heels (plus points for 5 inch heels :p), those with tudung or a red / brownish dyed medium long straight hair, brownish clear and sparkling eyes, those who knew how to dress up and put some make up a bit here and there without actually look like a clown at the center of a crowd. Nevertheless, as time goes by and based on self and friends experienced I came to a conclusion that there's no one out there who came near or eventually assured the irrelevant 100% requirement successfully met. :)

What we actually looking for is someone who has the brain to think wisely, independently and attitudes that indicate she possessed the quality of being a fine woman ever live for a single man's life. Nothing else matter at the end of the day. We'll get back to the basic on the establishment on the successful concept of love, responsibility, loyalty and honesty. Therefore no matter how bored you were, how busy you might be, how terrible and miserable your life at the office, how many times you have to give your "know already" answer to your love one, voice it out clearly and sincerely through your heart and soul. Let her forever felt that she's the only one for you and keep up playing the rhythm note of love till there's no longer song to play.

Cheers :D

P/S: Tidak perlu mencari teman secantik Balqis jika diri tidak seindah Sulaiman. Mengapa mengharap teman setampan Yusuf jika kasih tidak setulus Zulaikha. (quote from Zul FB's note...:p)

Difference between Girls and Matured Women

Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.
Matured women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits.

Girls want to control the man in their life.
Matured women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.

Girls check you for not calling them.
Matured women are too busy to realize you hadn't.

Girls are afraid to be alone.
Matured women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.

Girls ignore the good guys.
Matured women ignore the bad guys.

Girls make you come home.
Matured women make you want to come home.

Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
Matured women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.

Girls try to monopolize all their man's time ( I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends).
Matured women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends!

Girls think a guy crying is weak.
Matured women offer their shoulder and a tissue.

Girls want to be spoiled and 'tell' their man so.
Matured women 'show' him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate without fear of losing his 'manhood'.

Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.
Matured women know that, that was just one man.

Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their affection, ignoring all 'signs'.
Matured women know that sometimes the one you love, don't always love you back and move on, without bitterness.

Girls will read this and get an attitude.
Matured women will read this and pass it on to other Matured women and their male friends.

P/S: I'm not a Woman or Womanizer. :p

Crime Being Single

To my beloved family and friends, as far as I'm concerned and as you are fully aware about my status, yes...I'm still single, available and free to mingle or foolish around with anyone that I desire with definite restriction. There's no doubt about it and to be honest with you, I enjoy my present life style to the fullest even without me "rewarding" myself with such a gift called lover / special one.

I can simply hanging out with anyone, hunting for legal excitement and entertainment without having self conflict being a loner at the age of mine. I didn't see any flaw for being just me and I thank God very very much for the continuous blessed of a non-stop pleasurable and merrier life. Thou I may have not being accompanied by someone known as "lover" in this case, I'm still able to enjoy the great taste of love, self-respect from something that I classified as "bond".

Therefore, I wish that you guys can stop "teasing" me with such lunatic criticism about me being alone in my own world. You guys are WRONG...definitely WRONG. I have someone who care about me, who love me and to keep it short...someone who appreciate me for who I am in their life despite the fact that we didn't share any bloodlines or relationship.

P/S: The above statements was quoted with respect to a friend of mine who wish that people around him/her would at least understand about his/her feelings. Do respect the freedom of life that we've been blessed ever since we were out from our mom's womb. Show some respect and do watch out for things that come out from your uninsured combination of tongue, lips & saliva.

Hang Bila Lagi?

For this whole 2 weeks, I'll be receiving tons of ques regarding my status (either I'm single or not...definitely I'm single n available maa) and THE moment of truth...kawen. Thou me myself still in the early 20s (ceh, nk gak cakap...huhu), people around me including makcik2, pakcik2, sedare mare, atuk nenek, jiran2...all were fully equipped with top notch upgraded system super machine guns and artillery attacking me from various angle day and night. Aiyak, guys...do give me some space to breathe pls. :p

Yesterday, I accompanied my cousin together with the super machine guns to his majlis akad nikah at Puncak Perdana, SA. Alhamdulillah, with just 1 lafaz, he's now officially the husband to ms. lily at the age of 27. Syukur2. It's just that, I spotted one phenomenon in which I came across where I found it kind of odd for the bride & groom to sebak2 especially during the salam with the family members. Erm...why ea?

I did asked my mom about it, and she told me that it's not simply symbolized the tears of joy. It's actually has a greater meaning where at this point of time, you can actually sense the purity and sincerity of a son/daughter seeking for blessing and forgiveness especially from their parents. Despite the fact that we may have seen it as one of our customs and traditions especially during the morning of 1st Syawal, certainly it has its own epitome. An enigma where its beauty remains hidden. (pergh, ayat mmg xleh blah...:p)

Then, how can we experienced it if it's hidden from our naked eye? The sole answer towards this can only be achieved once we earnestly open our heart and willing to risk it. A true gesture that compliments life and happiness after we break out from our impenetrable fortress (in this case, our egoism) that we've unintentionally built around us for years.

While most of the people around me including cousins, nephews, friends & family has been fortunately found the love of their live, there are others who are still searching for that someone special. Whichever category / cluster that we fall into, the allure of the perfect love life fascinates each of us. Someone who can actually set you off in a rhapsody. :D

And just to close up this so call buang masa and not so meaningful post, I just wanna share my thought with uols who presently living away from your beloved one. It's said that absence makes the heart grow fonder. Nice quote was it? (huhu) This is probably why lovers who are apart spend most of their time thinking about each other. But do keep in mind that love sometime might find its own way out in a very contradiction ways. Spice it a bit with a right amount and quality of sweetness, bitterness, saltiness and sourness apart from conveying your true feelings towards your affection.

P/S: Single rocks bebeh. (even kekadang JE rs sunyi skit2) :p

Ignorance

I knew I may not be the guru or close to their superior simply to educate them especially on their responsibility towards their job. Nevertheless, I found myself quite disappointed with such events that took place around me today that doesn't seems to reflect the ethical or professionalism of a so called a dependable employee. Please bear in mind that I didn't hold any vengeance or revenge towards these people. It's just as part of the community or perhaps in an organization that we are working for, I just can't sit down and goyang kaki or facebooking pretending like there's nothing happened.

Just to keep things short, I ain't having such a great day today ever since I woke up. At some point, I had this discontent feeling until the extend of my bad hair day komuter trip in the morning. With all respect, most of the passenger who manage to find a vacant seat will definitely try to snatch at least 10-20 minutes of soundless short nap. But these so called youngsters who's kept on pumping the adrenalin into their veins do gave us such a headache with all the laugh and somehow trying to show off a bit. Aiyoyo...come on la bro & sis, we knew you are well educated, smart and your level of english is damned so high. But do understand and consider people around you. If you think you are so bagus sangat with all the techy terms, events and such that...why don't you proposed for a teh tarik stall to be placed at the corner of the coach or a specialized coach for you guys to mumbling around. Even someone holding position as high as Datuk or ceo sometimes took the train but acting like he's just a normal one. Do have this sense of responsibility towards your surrounding.

The other event which almost burst my brain out is when I'm asking for an assistance to simply prepare two hot teas as I'm having a meeting with supplier. Thou at that point I'm kind of alone handling such a vital meeting and rushing here and there trying to settle several jobs in 1 time, I ain't dropping down my pace or slacking around with my task. Knowing myself better, I took my job seriously. That's the reason why I'm seeking for an assistance to prepare such simple task which take less than a minute to prepare it (where in this case, this fall under this so called employee's responsibility/job scope/whatever you classified on). And I made my statement very clear with a pleasant voice/character and I made it twice. Then I proceed to settle few things and just want to check either its has been done or not. The moment I heard that THE employee said "owh...blom lg la", I was like "wt* are you doing at your place? I knew you are free and facebooking all day long" in my heart. Then THE employee siap tanye lak "asl push2 ni....x suka la". From that point of time, I said to myself "bro, saba byk2" and straight away went to the pantry to prepare the necessary ARRANGEMENT and serve it to them. Luckily my GM came into picture and assists me with the meeting.

That's the very reason why I hate to depend on other. Come on lah, if you wanna chat / facebooking / surfing the net...I ain't having such a problem with that cause we also did the same things in our free time AFTER WE SETTLE OUR JOB FIRST. Argh, just forget about it. I knew it such a waste for me to highlight these things where you kept on repeating the similar mistake all over again and never once came into your mind that "owh, I shouldn't do that...I should have do that...". This is where I wish THE employee "All the best for your future undertaking".

P/S: Ignorance is one of the root for dissatisfaction, misunderstanding and triggering the conflict between employees and employer. I just hope things get better in the near future.

Mood for Love?

Lately, I'm kind of having this itchy and touching feelings when it comes to the subject...LOVE. It's been a while since I left it behind, wrapped it properly in a box with ribbon tied to it and buried it deep beneath the earth. Analyzing the consequences about the tragedy which haunted me for quite a while, I'm now in my very best personality to regain back what I've lost in the past which is friendship. :)

Though I'm trying my best to work out some proper plan and fortunately manage to execute successfully several of them, I ain't going anywhere when the moment drop by and stole a secs/minutes/hours/months/years of my life. huhu. But, I ain't stopping my pace there. I knew, somewhere or somehow, I need to re-energize and re-self construct in order to cope with such challenging future in front of me.

I knew I'm on my right track and confident enough about my future undertaking. There's no mistake about the plan or even a tiny miscalculation about my personality, self development and career. No solid boundary for everything. But, I'm simply a mere human being. How tough I'm trying to act, how perfectly life has yet to offer me, there's still a room for disappointment and misbehavior. :(

I watched Sepi the other day when visiting my sedare-mare for this Hari Raya. Knowing my self better than any one else, the life that Adam lead (a character played by Afdlin Shauki) is somehow triggered a bulb in my mind and symbolized what I must do to continue this long and unpredicted journey. Nevertheless, his love story kind of bring me back to a state where I find myself clueless. LOL.

To love someone with all your heart passionately without any reason or sexual attraction, to hold them right and tight straight till the end of time and place them at the pinnacle of our wish list even until the very last moment of our breathe are not something that can be achieve in a single glance or years of an upside down of a relationship. It's all about honesty, sincerity and trust. Without these 3 basic ingredients, I can assure you that you are far away from achieving something that we call "Long Lasting of an Endless Moment of Pure LOVE Satisfaction". (berfalsafah lak aku ni di pg ari...huhu)

Just to wrap things out, it's not how good you are at your skill in the art of flirting and seduction, it's not how great you are in scoring the hottest chix of the century or getting yourself with a down to earth chix that simply drive you insane from the beginning till the end. It's about you being yourself and possessed the personality/capability to look stupid in front of your love one. That's the moment we're waiting for and someone who can actually accept us for who we are and what we are. :D

P/S: How perfectly you guys might be or wanna be, there's always a room for a mistake. Look at things in a different way and understand the concept of redha dengan ketentuan Ilahi.

My 3rd Attempt

Erm...all I can say is that...

Pending for 4th Session this coming Monday

P/S: What should I do now?